{"id":242127,"date":"2023-11-25T18:49:55","date_gmt":"2023-11-25T18:49:55","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/lovemainstream.com\/?p=242127"},"modified":"2023-11-25T18:49:55","modified_gmt":"2023-11-25T18:49:55","slug":"im-a-woman-hooked-on-adult-vids-i-watch-at-work-to-get-kicks-and-feel-dirty","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/lovemainstream.com\/lifestyle\/im-a-woman-hooked-on-adult-vids-i-watch-at-work-to-get-kicks-and-feel-dirty\/","title":{"rendered":"‘I’m a woman hooked on adult vids \u2013 I watch at work to get kicks and feel dirty’"},"content":{"rendered":"
I\u2019m a woman addicted to porn. I\u2019m hooked on watching threesomes on my phone.<\/p>\n
Sometimes, when I\u2019m at work, the urge to grab a quick fix becomes so strong I lock myself in the loo or sit in the local park where I indulge. I can see my boss frantically calling to find out where I am but can\u2019t return until I\u2019ve had my kicks.<\/p>\n
Then I feel terrible; I feel dirty and disappointed in myself. I started seeking out certain websites when my relationship with my boyfriend went through a bad patch.<\/p>\n
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I thought that watching porn would help to spice up our love life. Now I wish I\u2019d never plunged into the murky world of adult footage. My boyfriend can take it or leave it, but not me and it\u2019s costing me my sanity and self-worth. Why am I such an idiot?<\/p>\n
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JANE SAYS: The more porn you watch, the more your brain is going to become desensitised.<\/i> <\/b><\/p>\n
I sense a lot of shame and self-loathing in your email, you have to remember that you\u2019re currently experiencing an unfortunate fixation, but things can get better again for you if you open up and face this.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n
You must contact your GP as soon as possible. Be honest about your compulsion to visit porn sites and find out what help is available. <\/i><\/b>You owe it to your boyfriend to come clean so that he knows what you\u2019re going through<\/i> <\/b> .<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n